I used to look forward to so many holidays. Now...I could not care less. So many things, little things, that just remind how alone I feel.
What I need....what I really, really need...is a trip to Vegas. It would not take much to convince me to make it a one way ticket. I want to leave here so badly. Hell...I've been pushed away and pretty much discarded by those who meant the most to me (not all, mind you)..why not? I won't be missed by them.
I feel like shit anyway and need to start all over, so why do it here? If I'm going to begin a new life, I might as well do it somewhere I like.
I just wish the ringing and spinning would stop.
Posted by mrchipper at February 14, 2010 12:10 AM